Thankyou for your beautiful and heartfelt comments, I apologise for not answering them all, but it has been a hard month and it is not over yet, Sunday will be the hardest, but I have the knowledge that I am not alone, that I have you and I have my family (son anyway)

This is the reason that I started this group, I had doubts when I first did it, I no longer have them.

Thank you

xx