April is knocking on my door tonight.

I used to love the month of April, to me it was the epitome of spring, buds bursting, flowers blooming and the blossom that would sweep the streets in May blossoming. Birds seemed to sing louder, babies learing to fly made a commotion, and everywhere the Earth was born anew, April, whether it be showery, sunny or both, was the most beautiful month of the year.

The year that April turned from being the brightest to the Darkest month of the year, it had been as usual, a mixture of weathers, Easter had been sunny and warm, but before and after there had been rain. Though it is to be said that the month was warm even with the rain.

The year that my life was to be changed forever, my whole future changed, my present destroyed.

I had coped with losing Samantha, filing it away for private moments, I had moved on and I had born more children, and I had a lovely little family. Until one long day in April came and took it all away.

For those that want to, or are interested in, knowing what happened it is here below

A Piece of ME

Some already know the story, they have already seen this piece, the only thing I have changed is the time since it happened as I first wrote this two years ago so have added the two years.

I could have published it as is, but am not yet ready for that, this way people can read if they want to and are not just faced with it.

Thank you to my Best friend and his lovely partner for helping me to have the strength to finally do this.